Loss. Kehilangan.

Welcome October.  Bye-bye September.
September has left a bitter memory.
It happened.
We, the ones who are still around have to accept the fact that he has left us.
We, the ones who are still around have to go on with our lives.

As the saying says, death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.

Dear hubby... daddy... left us on 17 September 2013 at 8.07pm. 
Exactly two weeks ago.
We were by his side till his last breath.
He left us peacefully.

 

I am going to share my stories as a caring person, as benefit to others and also for my kids' future reference in the next few posts.  Sharing is caring.  There are information you may not know all these while, that you need to know.  During the turmoil, I googled a lot to search for information.  

What? Why? How? When?

Mostly.... why? why?

 

The photo above was taken on the 13 September in KL.  Cengal gave her daddy a massage.  Both of them smiled.  Who would know that it was going to be her last massage for her daddy.

  

This was on Sunday morning, 15 September.   We were just got back from KL that Saturday night.  His last day resting at home.  We went out that afternoon to buy some groceries.  He still could walk, but with aid and slowly.  He didn't want to eat much.  Only milk and some biscuits.

It still feels like he is still around us.  I am in the office now, and as if he is working in his office too.  Gosh.... it happened so fast.  Tapi kita harus terima kenyataan.  Dia telah pergi.  Pergi tidak kembali.  

Rest in peace dear...